As i mentioned, was working yesterday. And i feel so super tired that i didn't blog. Haha. Went to lottemart for lunch with Loan and Tu. Oh man, there were so many koreans there! I didn't know koreans would flood vietnam even. I did a stupid thing yesterday. Was trying on the nail polish from the face shop, i tried the ugliest colour: dark blue. I figure there would be a remover for me after i tried, in the end, i had to go home with the ugly colour on my nails. But strange, the more i look at it, the more special and unique it seems to me. Haha, maybe this is call inner beauty. Just like most guys look at girls, they never did find the beauty inside the girl until they knew the girl longer. How pro am i, can even relate my nail polish to this kind of logic. Hahaha.
Had a bad day yesterday! A day filled with muscleache and headache. Where did the muscleache come from you may wonder. I didn't do much exercise here. So it must have come from the massage! The woman serving me really exerts way too much strength on my poor shoulder.
I'm eating alot of eggs nowadays, far more than those i had in singapore. I hope i'm still healthy, cause my immune system has weaken since i came to vietnam. And sleeping becomes my best medicine. Saves money and energy. Lol.
Thanks to Eddie, he sort of enlightened me yesterday. LOL. I was just randomly asking him if i should go back sg for a few days than come back vietnam again. To my surprise, he suggested that i should go because all my other friends discourage me to go back, they said its just a waste of time; energy and money, not that i don't agree. He reminded me to do a timely update once in a while just to keep in touch with my friends. I admit i'm not one who will take the initiative to contact a friend, because i'm just super lazy, and sometimes i can't be bothered even. But he mentioned a phrase that keeps bugging me. "
The world went on without elaine". That hurts abit, even though i tried to tell myself it doesn't matter. I don't want to be forgotten! And then i told him that, people will contact me if they want to. Thats what andrew always say anyway. He then told me the way i always told andrew, that i've got to make an effort too. Hais.
Friendships were often lost because of lack of communication. I agree with him.
I know clearly who are those that i couldn't lose. But what more can i do when they don't want to do their part as friends? I know nothing will be the same again when i go back. It never will be. See what i sacrifice to come to vietnam? Lol. So silly of me.
