Because i was so bored at work yesterday (actually its everyday), i went to xiaxue's blog. And i saw the most disgusting video ever! You guys should really go and watch. Its kinda interesting in a way. LOL. Its a video showing kaykay and paul twohill eating... insects? Or rather bugs worse than insects! I almost lost my appetite for lunch! Battle between the sexes huh, also don't need to eat something as disgusting right.
Do you guys realise? Or maybe none of you know. I think that by spending this one month in vietnam, my mindset really has changed. Its for the better i guess. I already know how adventurous i am, but by coming here, it really proves me right. In the past, i won't touch clams, squid and anything i consider disgusting. But now, i find them quite tasty, i'll give anything a try. So proud of myself! The past me, i can be quite heartless. Thats what i'm good at i suppose. But now, its abit harder to be heartless. Just because i didn't want to hurt myself, it doesn't mean i can let others die on their own right? I can't bring myself to do that.
I just realise how selfish i really am by coming to vietnam. Was reading some distant friend's blog the other day. She was talking about how she wanted to go for overseas attachment; and than how she can't be so selfish to just follow her own desire when she had to let her parents worry for the whole 6 months; how she wouldn't want to spend her parent's money because she'll end up spending alot for the attachment. In the end, she didn't go. Makes me realise just how selfish i am. How could i just let my parents worry about me; leave my friends alone when they need me? Yes, i admit i make the wrong choice, and i regret. But its really a good experience, i really learn alot. Maybe thats just a way of comforting myself.
Move on to something happy than...
I GOT MY PAY YESTERDAY! I really must save for the whole april. I still need money to buy soveniers back to singapore. Haha. I just spent $10 on pizza hut yesterday. Please friends, just remind me other than saving money, i badly need to slim down too! I wish my appetite is just like my vietnamese colleagues! They eat so pathetically little! And they dare to say they're full! Omg.. Seriously!
I hope my post isn't too long to bore you all. hahah.
Maybe i should be as heartless towards you, just to save myself.
