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Hi, im Elaine. im 19 this year. still looking for my santa claus.
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April 16, 2009

I bet you guys already finish watching the korean F4 drama "BOYS OVER FLOWERS"! Tu showed me the copy she bought yesterday, she bought it as just $2? Or $5? I can't remember. Haha. I'm thinking of getting one for my mum too, she super loves korean drama. But those that she like, i find it too draggy. I'm a fan of taiwanese idol drama though.

Yesterday was just in the office, typing a 14 pages contract! I can't believe i actually typed for the whole 8hrs! I'm not going to opt for an office job when i graduate. Maybe some other job that keeps me really busy, i don't mind standing the whole day either. Thats why i miss my job at breadtalk! Although the pay is not very high, but at least its fun and i love it! Haha, with free bread and drinks somemore. Whats there not to like? I hope Jun Tee's application is successful. Haha, that way i can go and find her.

To be honest, i think i've changed. My personality, the way i speak, the words i use.. Changed somewhat anyway. I feel so like a bad girl. I want to go bk to the past; when i'm so guai and innocent. LOL. In short, i'm just plain stupid in the past. Even though i don't trust anybody, and i'm very attention seeking, very daring. But now, I still don't trust just anybody, but i'll like to keep a low profile though. I feel so ah lian. LOL. And i don't like it. My friends always think that i don't care, but actually i do, i just didn't know how to show it. So friends, you know how i feel right?

I miss the past. The times i spent in Primary school, Secondary school and NP is the greatest and happiest moments in my life. I remember how Hari Haran and me were always bickering, but yet will teach each other homework in primary school. He'll teach me maths, and i'll teach him English. I remember how zakaria taught me to sing Bardots song and ignite my passion for singing. I remember the dumb reason why i took up 3 ccas in primary school. Choir, chinese dance and libarian. Because i'm scared to be alone at home, there might be ghost. LOL. I remember all the dumb crush i had in secondary school. I remember the ugly moments in talentime, and the time when there's still a semibreve. Its sad to see that it don't exist now. I miss the times the four of us used to do crazy things together, went for lunch outside the school and etc. The memory just stuck. I remember the times when YH and me were still good friends, that was before the incident anyway. I remember the times he used to copy my homework! HAHA. And i totally miss the times having recess in the canteen with YH, JH, the 4 of us and some others. I miss the times when we used to study together. Sadly, i do remember khen hui and his erm, not very "clean" table which nobody dares to go near. I remember Jun Tee still had her very crispy vegetable hair than. I remember the times i used to do chemistry, listening so attentively in class. I remember how ming hui and me work hard for our grades, how we compared our results, hoping for improvement the next test. I remember how Mdm Zainah always encourage our class. I remember the fights that lead the breakup of us 4. So many memories of secondary school time, how i wish to go back.


And now, just when i had a super nice class in NP, i choose to come to vietnam. How i want to go outing with my dear rebecca, clara, xue mi..... And sooo many others! I remember how i used to cry during my 1st day of work at breadtalk, how i choose to continue, and i'm glad i did. Because i never did regret my decision.

Til then.

you're the one who's blind; not me


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