Hi, im Elaine. im 19 this year. still looking for my santa claus.
i am obsessed with;
harry potter, twilight, and myself.
i absoutely hate;
guys (i'm 100% straight)
So you think you can dance?
Shopping List
i want,
lots of money
a boyfriend
a meaningful career
damn good figure
pretty clothes
I've finally found a blogskin that i like! I know i'll get tired of it in a few weeks though. But this skin is really great because it has everything! Calendars; loves; hates; music.... Although i think the page is rather cramped with so many things, and i've yet to add the hit counter. Maybe i'll just forget about that. Haha. Another week has passed, one more week and it'll be my second month in Vietnam!
Yesterday, I was telling Hong how hungry i am every morning beause i didn't have time for breakfast. And she was telling me about this bread with grilled pork she always had for breakfast. I just couldn't tell her how i feel when i saw that on my workdesk this morning. So touched, yes. And she treated me to that too. I really owe her lunch man! Thats why i say Vietnamese are all so nice! I don't think Singaporeans will really be that caring. No offence, I'm a singaporean too. I just mean that Vietnamese people are much more thoughtful. Haha. Thats one trait i learned here, a bonus!
I always try to ask myself what i gained from this attachment. And seriously, other than lifeskills (such as clearing ants and cockroaches) and personal development, a little of office job experience, I don't know what else i can write in my report. The first time that i think i have taken the wrong step in life. Might as well, i was even thinking of applying for overseas university before i came here. Now? No such luck! I'll stay in dear old singapore for the rest of my life when i go back. Lol. And i just saw the estimated GPA for university admission, it seems like its impossible for me to go in, unless my GPA for this attachment is 4, which is super not possible for me. Hais. If only i hadn't slack in year 1.......
Other than thinking about the above, I really think i have become officially mentally disturbed by those rodents! Its so severe that i don't dare to go back to the house after work for fear of seeing them again; so much that i had to wear a mask even inside the room to avoid smelling the insecticides and poisoning myself in the process; even to the extent of having a illusion about an army of them on my bed and the feeling of ants on my skin even when they're not! Yes, i really think i'm going crazy.
Saw a surprising fact on Yahoo today. Call me noob, but i really and seriously didn't know that prostitution is actually LEGAL in singapore! OH MY GOD! Maybe i'm overreacting, but oh well. Its none of my business anyway. I just pity those girls/women. They can even consider this as a job?? Willing parties are even worse.... Please don't quote me on this issue people, its just my personal view.
p.s I just realise how much i miss JVS choir when i saw the pictures yesterday. Secondary school life sure is filled with fun.
