Okay now... I have my own stand on making friends through the net. I don't like strangers asking for my msn or phone number when i barely know them. I mean, isn't it strange to just introduce each other in msn and then find out there's no common topic and i'm being forced to delete you off? I've met some pretty bad cases myself. And i'm pissed! Seriously. And whats it to make friends with a xiao mei mei whom you don't even know when you're already like 20 or 30yrs older than me? What common topic do you expect we'll have???!! And whats the meaning of chatting with me when i don't even know you and you haven't make a self-introduction? I'll much prefer polite and caring people who follows the rules. Okay, i'm ranting because i'm a cold person. I'm not friendly, is that what you all think? Its my problem alright. Not their fault. Zzzzz. Whatever, i can't be bothered. Not in a good mood today!
Oh well. I know i'll regret writing the above. Whatever!See! I already regret what i wrote above. I'm not in the right state of mind when writing that, and i blabbered shit.
Oh! I saw Vy's wedding pictures and videos yesterday! So prettyyyy and so sweetttt. They always say a woman looks the prettiest on the day of her wedding, so true. My colleagues keep speaking in vietnamese and sometimes i just heard my name in between, i keep wondering what they were talking about and its so frustrating not knowing. But i guess its okay, since it keeps me out of office politics as well.
My consultant, Mr Eddie was telling me yesterday about some stuffs relating to someone. Lol.
Its better to be defeated than to have never try at all. I've already heard this so many times. But, i'm a coward, i didn't want to fight a battle i have no confidence of winning and then ending up have to sacrifice more than i can afford to lose. So the end decision is: I'm not gonna fight.
Good news is that i've seen maggie darling and my family on webcam yesterday! Seeing my parents' becoming more at ease after seeing that i'm fine and lessen their worries really makes me feel glad. And i finally heard maggie's voice. Hahaha. I wanted to see Li Eng! But she's always not online. I won't ever forget the time when she called me and comfort me just when i'm going through my hardest phase in Vietnam. I miss her. And so sorry, her phone bill must have cost a bomb. Haha
I wish Ming Hui is feeling better. Cause i had so much things to tell her yesterday, but i can see that she doesn't have the mood. We are going through the same thing, just somewhat different. We should take care of each other right? LOL.
Take care my papa; mama; meimei and friends.
