This post is late, i know. But i'm so agitated this afternoon i just couldn't blog, because i would then regret everything i blog again.
I was feeling so damn pissed; angry; sad; frustrated and every possible negative feelings that i really feel like crying. But my eyes remain dry, mostly anyway. I was planning a getaway to Singapore INITIALLY! But now, my hopes are all dashed. Whats the problem with going back and coming back again, as long as i like it. But my teachers "discourage" that, actually its jut a plain
CANNOT, because I must have a very important and valid reason to go back. WTH! At that very pissed off point, i was really planning to just buy a plane ticket to fly back without letting them know. But when i cool down, i know very well that every actions has its consequence, and worse come to worse, i may just very well fail my whole attachment! So well, now i have 4 very super free days from 30th April til the 4th of May. My teacher suggested that i could explore HCM during the holidays, it would be a good suggestion if i'm not alone here. Dammit. So i guess i'm just going to rot in the villa for the 4 days. Thanks to friends who entertain me this afternoon, because i really need somebody to just talk to me, it helps so much.
After the episode this afternoon, what i really feels like doing now is to spend a whole lot of money! I want to go shopping and buy everything i like. When i'm angry, the best cure for me is to just buy everything nice i see. Thats why i always try to curb my anger, if not, i'll be bankrupt by now. And proud to say, i'm so very seldom angry. Haha.
The company had a meeting to resolve the conflicts between the different departments. Its really an eye opener, i learnt so much. But the best part is, after that, the senior manager Mr Vinh brought us to lunch in a restaurant! In which its on the company's account. Save my lunch money today. But the food is not really good i think. I tried one dish; it looks like a quail egg and abit like garlic, the taste was.... omg, Horrible! I nearly want to puke upon eating that. Sorry to be rude, but some food are quite nice though. Maybe i'm still more suited to eat normal singapore cuisine. LOL.
Sometimes, i'm just so tired i don't wanna care about anything anymore.
I was there for you; and i hope you're here for me
