Hi, im Elaine. im 19 this year. still looking for my santa claus.
i am obsessed with;
harry potter, twilight, and myself.
i absoutely hate;
guys (i'm 100% straight)
So you think you can dance?
Shopping List
i want,
lots of money
a boyfriend
a meaningful career
damn good figure
pretty clothes
i did a stupid thing, something so silly so dumb i wanted to go bang a wall. zzz. oh well, i've learnt my lesson even though i always fall for this kind of stuff. oh mannnnnnn.
aniway, my parents are coming TML!!! lucky me. but i'm worried about my dear sister though, she's gonna b alone at home. i know she'll be damn happy. but then, i scared she'll kena kidnap! hais, i'm such a good sister. lols.
Stephen did my company assessment today. i am super happy with the results can, but he say he feels sinful. LOL. because he gave me too good, far beyond than what i deserve. i think its because i was beside him watching him tick, and he feels pressurized. AHHAHA. good for me.
i feel so empty now; with no specific goal; there's like no meaning in life. maybe i should be just like what ming hui said, a day to get married and be a mother. LOL. i think thats my sister's wish too. hahha. Can i really go to university? i miss my family so much........ my friends......... breadtalk...... notice i didn't say i miss him? yea, because its all over.
