i think i should give up, its like holding on to something so unreal.
or maybe its just because i'm lonely and i tend to think too much during this vulnerable period for me.
really glad to have a great chat with Mr Andrew these past two days. hahah. it seems so long since we last chat like that. i miss him man, and all my other friends. i hope they miss me too.
and i don't like people to disappear out of thin air, is it so hard to say a goodbye?
