i'm happy. i should be happy right? thats what ming hui ask me yesterday anyway.
i think i am happy. just with a little feelings of insecurity and somewhat afraid.
but anywayyyyy.
its a new beginning. and i hope to be back in singapore, if the ending is nearing.
i'm so jealous of eddie, still have mum to "dabao" breakfast for him. now i want also cannot.
i thought i love my independence in the past, now i'm not so sure.
i prefer dependence.
