Hi, im Elaine. im 19 this year. still looking for my santa claus.
i am obsessed with;
harry potter, twilight, and myself.
i absoutely hate;
guys (i'm 100% straight)
So you think you can dance?
Shopping List
i want,
lots of money
a boyfriend
a meaningful career
damn good figure
pretty clothes
The world is laughing at my level of stupidity now, cause i know i sure am laughing at myself. I still find it hard to believe what actually happen. and people who knows me, know i am not the type of person who keeps everything to myself. I'm the one who needs to talk whenever i feel insecure. and yes, i told about that "adventure" to the whole world - almost.
and through this, i found out friends who truly care; friends who just listen; friends who get angry because of what that damn guy did. In short, i just found out who's the one who really care. I know who's the one who will stand by me during hard times other than my family. There are friends who will be there for you in times of fun, but not in hard times. and yes, to really affirm my statement. guys reallyyyyyy cannot be trusted. i just found out that i had develop a strong dislike for guys now, not when they are my friend and family members of course, but for strangers. it even irks me to look at guys now. yes, its that serious. i think being a lesbian is so much more better, i feel much secure.
Jun Tee was telling me yesterday, asking me to wake up already. And Ming Hui too, i love her so much. the way she care is so unique, just like a sister instead of a friend. oh! and Ms Marianne, my housemate here. she even treat me to dinner for two consecutive nights in RESTAURANT okay, super not cheap!
and sometimes, i realise you can't blabber too much because they just aren't interested. yea, you just have to accept that.
this is indeed a learning experience. bullshit. how i wish i can scold him F u.
