Hi, im Elaine. im 19 this year. still looking for my santa claus.
i am obsessed with;
harry potter, twilight, and myself.
i absoutely hate;
guys (i'm 100% straight)
So you think you can dance?
Shopping List
i want,
lots of money
a boyfriend
a meaningful career
damn good figure
pretty clothes
the internet in the villa has become really shitty! i've been dc-ing for don't know how many bloody times in these 2 days already. zzz. but lucky its okay now, i guess. hahah.
has been listening to claire's (Guo Jing) songs lately. its really nice can! her voice, her songs, totally my style! hahah.
and my dear clara has been so distracted lately. see how love makes people go crazyyyy. and eddie too! LOL. great. now people around me are almost attached. BUT i am so not tempted to fall into this kind of trap. peer pressure don't work in such case for me. HAHAH.
my mum was asking me why i spent $400 on my card the previous month.... and reminded me of that shitty guy. OH MANNNN. but its okay, i'll just shop lesser. that means saving on soveniers too. so sorry peeps.
i only ate 1 meal today. so proud of myself! hahah. and i realise its been so long since i tasted my lovely ice milo. lols. has started drinking back since yesterday, since i have no money to buy coffee. LOL.
oh well. i was like really thinking about B yesterday. and i was telling myself to wait til 1am, because he's usually online during that time. but in the end, i gave up because i really cannot tahan. LOL. but still, he called me yesterday. makes me real happy and unable to continue my sleep. HAHAH. i miss him la, seriously. i'm still hoping we can be together one day. i'll be waiting. i'm not going to give up halfway. you gotta fight for what you want right?
