Hi, im Elaine. im 19 this year. still looking for my santa claus.
i am obsessed with;
harry potter, twilight, and myself.
i absoutely hate;
guys (i'm 100% straight)
So you think you can dance?
Shopping List
i want,
lots of money
a boyfriend
a meaningful career
damn good figure
pretty clothes
it feels like so long since i blog... the internet connection totally sucks everytime it rains here. have been busy slacking when i should really be working hard on my reports. much thanks to Ms Marianne who have been giving me advice and encouragement and my wonderful colleagues who really make my day by keeping me laughing. hahha. they make my life here so much more fun. but... i still look forward to going back home, back to my lovely singapore! :)
i think i make dear Clara angry today. think my joke was too far. hahha. but anyway, i did all i can. i message her on her phone, left a offline message on msn. she didn't reply, so what am i supposed to do? oh well.... bleah. see! thats why love left u blind and moodless. i went through the exact same situation, but i'm so over it. i can't say i don't miss it though, but i feel i live my life better now. so much better.
since that incident, i've become really strong and happy. happy not because of that shitty guy but because... i'm just happy. hahah. people will change no matter what, and i know clearly i've changed in these 5 months. even i realised that, so my friends would surely notice when i go back. i think i believe in myself more, more confidence, much more straightforward, and i totally love myself now. all thanks to the shit i've gone through here. its so not easy for me can. you would only understand if you had gone through the same shit as me.
Was planning to go on some trip with dear Ming Hui, BUT SADLY, she told me she couldn't take leave. hais. might as well, i'll save money for my P3! i'll buy it no matter what! wahahha, been yearning for it since forever. i'm so running out of money already. but its okay, i can always earn it back. lols.
how sia, i have all the symptoms of computer vision syndrome! my poor eyes...... i'm like looking at the computer for the full 12 hours; at work; in the room; basically just the whole day. so tired of it!
report due on monday! doing final company assessment on monday too!
til then.
there's no point being so serious. life's just a big joke.
