even though the incident has been quite long ago. and i finally know the truth today. or maybe i knew the truth all along, just that i didn't wana admit it. didn't wana face the harsh reality.
i duno why. but when i see the pictures. i just feel like crying all over again. i didn't know it hurts that much. i never expect that pain to come back. why did you treat me like a fool? why can't i be more clever? i should have listened to those advice. you were faking all along, i should have known.
i'm not gonna let those tears fall again, not for any other of them. stay strong.
