i thought i would never regret making that call, but now i do. when the bill comes, my mood was totally down down down and down! maybe its just naive of me at that point in time, but its the best decision that i could make AT THAT TIME. so ya, its my fault now even if i do regret.
the projects are like coming on so strongly. honestly, its making me hard to breathe even. i need a shoulder to lean on now seriously, a hand to show me the way, a person to listen to me. but in this world, you can only rely on yourself and no one else. i'm fake, so dun ever trust my happy go lucky facade.
since i'm now so unhappy and stress, i might just cut off all my hair. yup, i'll do just that.
