was watching a hk drama yesterday about the woman who's highly skilled in martial arts being killed by other assasins in order to save her husband. so touching i cried! omg. let my father see til i cry sumore, so paiseh. lols. but its so saddening la. hais.
the test yesterday was.... okay la. sure can pass. but i hope can get at least a B. the paper is not hard actually, just tricky. its time to prepare for tml's paper le. hope the paper is easy too. hahaha.
anyway, was thinking of my future career path yesterday. i'm definately going to uni, by hook or by crook, whether its private or local uni. but i dun really like to study business, and definately not going to be in those kind of work whereby i'll stay in the office whole day and sit til my butt rot. so i've decided to get a degree in social work! at least its also a government job right? but duno i can find jobs in the future a not. hais. social work is meaningful and i can go around helping people, dunid stay in office so sian. my mum ask me what i'm going to do after my final exam, before getting my diploma. and guess what? i told her i wana be a sales person in retail outlet, as in those selling clothes de. and she say me "mei chu xi". tsk. i just die die dunwan sit in the office and see computer cannot meh.
just thinking of planning for twin's birthday left me feeling excited! hahaha. oh! and this friday too! we'll have a happy outing to the FLYER! finally i can have my holidays.
i'm prepared to forget and forgive for what he did to hurt me. its hard to let go, but its harder to hold on to it. stay strong elaine!
