sometimes, i really find life meaningless. not that i have suicidal intention. but whats the purpose of humans in life? i don't understand.
my motivation level is also super low nowadays. i just don't feel like working really hard to get something i want. like the carrot is just right in front, but i just don't even wana grab it. i don't know why.
i didn't know i'm actually graduating in like 5 weeks time until the teacher remind us. its like omg. how did time pass so fast?! has it really been 6 months? or more than that even. suddenly, i kinda miss the lifestyle in vietnam. i really wish to go back again. but only for holidays. haha.
what am i gonna do after graduation? i'm so directionless. hais. is it a normal reaction? or is it just me?
i've been following to my resolutions though. and it feels so good. gonna go swimming soon! can't wait!
