went to je library and imm with twin today! borrowed 6 books and bought one cardigan. am meeting her tml again! happy outing!

was thinking of going KL for a short getaway. BUTTTTTTTTT! oh man, change in plans. it would be good if i can even go to johor for a short trip. lols. i just wana shop, sing, and watch movies, do my hair. guess its cheaper there compared to singapore right? of course.

ahem, i'm gonna wear a dress again tml.... hahaha.... this time with a cardigan. hope the sun won't kill me tml.

and yes, i'm looking for a job which would give me money, so please give me a job now.

oh well... had a brief reading on my previous posts that brought back some memories about him, about vietnam, about the past. he really hurt me alot, and i swear that i'm so not gonna fall for another guy after him. all jerks. but whats over is over, i shall look forward and protect myself furthermore. it has already become a natural instinct on my part. oh ya, now i hate the name Bryan, i hate scorpio guys, and i absolutely hate guys who look like him, guys who wear sunglasses when there is no sun, just guys like him!

okay, i'm done ranting :)

loves;
9:52 PM;

finally went to clark quay yesterday! the ambience is just okay, maybe with the wrong person. HAHAH! anyway, i had my fill at the fish manhattan's market! great fish and great ppl, will definately be going back again! i love how clark quay have alot of angmohs. but duno why, i'm actually scared to go near some of them coz they are usually looking for something "more". lols.

wanted to play the bungee jump thingy but didn't had that chance yet. the price is too ex and i just finish a very very very full meal. red snapper and mud pie! both delicious! omg.

and i wore a DRESS yesterday! miracle happened, sleeveless sumore. but okay la, coz alot of ppl wearing lidat also nowadays, not really a big deal rite. yea.

still looking forward to go to IR!

loves;
1:16 PM;

FINALLY FINISHED MY LAST PAPER TODAY! OMG, SO EXCITED, SO HAPPY, SO RELAX!

okay. i'm thinking of going mlysia again for fun. maybe pamper myself a lil more. but i'm having a ultra ulcer now. its torturing me, can't even talk. argh! but nvm, i shall still enjoy myself to the max! go to the library and borrow some story books, go shopping, lie in bed, watch movies, dramas, swimming, IR!!!!

oh mannnn, i'm so happy! hope my ulcer can recover quickly so that i can eat the things i wana eat. lols.

oh i miss my cousins so badly. KBOX! GREENBOX!

loves;
6:14 PM;

was supposed to be studying today. but i ended up watching movie at jp. omg. seriously wana bang the wall le, how can i be so easily distracted?!!!

anyway. i watched the Percy Jackson and the Lightning Thief. IT IS FANTASTIC! really glad that i didn't miss that movie, everybody should go and watch it. hahah!

okay, gonna finish my three lectures later. hais, seems like i'm just reading throught. sian-ed.

loves;
8:23 PM;

was overseas for a few days to celebrate cny. wad can i say, the angbao i received was pathetic. omg. the worse ever. not even $20 can. but okay, i didn't go back for the sake of angbao. its for my grandparents and my cousins!!! i miss them so much. had a great time with them even though we spent only a short time tgt and some weren't even back. now i'm scared i'll be the last one standing next yr coz they're all attached. sadded. but nvm, i make sure i'm the richest of them all. HAHAHA!

anyway. the scammer totally spoil my mood today. i already feel so sick because of the 7hrs ride in the stuffy train. and still can receive the scammer's msg the minute i reach singapore, still wana borrow $50 from me. he can be rest assured that i'm so gonna file a police report if he sms or call again, even though i wun reply anything.

hopefully i can go genting with my cousin in march. hahaha. i really wana spend more time with them. oh, and i never touch my books when i was there, damn.

i duno why, but there's something wrong with my parents. it seems like there's a breakdown in their r/s. i really hope that wun happen though. its saddening to see them like this.

loves;
5:27 PM;

i had nyny for lunch today! it cost a bomb but i'm super full. however, their chicken chop is only so so. maybe next time i'll try Manhattan fish market.

was planning to finish my IF revision today. but i didn't study a single thing coz i'm too excited with my trip tml! finally i can go back and spend some time with my cousins! so pathetic lor, other ppl can see their cousins anytime they want. but for me, i only see them once per year. sometimes see le still scared both of us will paiseh coz too long nv meet. but i really love them alot, they're like my brother and sisters. suay suay this cny is on valentine's day also, duno they will have time to entertain me a nt. lol!

anyway, that scammer still dare to call me today! wa, sibei pek chek! if he's not returning my money, i rather he don't call me ever again. i treat that money as going to charity or rather a lesson learnt. everytime he calls, he is asking for money! omg. bth! how can a guy be lidat???! thats why i wun trust any guys ever again. all have ulterior motive de. damn damn damn.

oh ya, and i rejected a job offer today coz of the low pay. i scared i wun have other jobs le. hais. should have reconsider. but the pay really -.-, i rather go breadtalk. LOL! duno how my colleagues in breadtalk is doing le, i miss them so much.

i swear i will play like hell after exams!!!

loves;
9:42 PM;

duno why i just cannot concentrate on studies nowadays. in the past, i would study my exam modules 1 or maybe 2 months before the exam to prepare better. but now......... its already 2 weeks to exams and i haven study even one module yet. really getting very sian of studying le, like no motivation lidat. how siaaaaaaa, die le la.

i promise i wun waste my time doing meaningless things again.

exams faster end please. i really want to go travelllllllllllllllll!!! or maybe i should get a job to support myself first. lols.

and the fact that facebook is taking damn long to load is making me crazy. wth! i just hate technical stuffs. if i can, i gonna change my whole laptop and throw away this lenovo. sux like hell.

loves;
8:18 AM;

i dreamt of him yesterday night. but i pretty much don't remember the dream already, except for the appearance of his face. i thought i would feel disgusted because of the hurt he brought to me. but no.... i feel... so hais. just that, hais. he's a very good player i know. but its okay, he's not going to come into my life ever again anyway. he's a jerk in every way.

went to trim my hair at Twister yesterday. I LOVE MY HAIR NOW! my hairstylist, Nicholas, was really equipped with great skills and really meticulous to customer's needs too. omg. and its considered the cheapest and my most satisfied haircut ever. so gonna go back to him again. duno whether i should get hair spray a nt, coz if style really nice. hahaha.

die le lor. yesterday went jp with twin. end up buying two dresses. argh. nvm, hopefully my ang bao money can cover all my shopping expenses.

loves;
7:25 AM;

slept at around 12am yesterday. and woke up at 4am in the morning today. i must be crazy coz the reason i woke up is damn stupid. i was hungry! can you imagine? hungry at 4am. my dad still had to go buy bee hoon for me at 5.30AM IN THE MORNING! omg. i also bth myself.

after that i couldn't go back to sleep, duno why become so energetic. hais. kena insomnia le la. how sia. nvm, meeting twin later. hopefully she wun put me aeroplane. hahaha.

i want to learn singing at HARK MUSIC SCHOOL! but spending $140 on that is abit too much rite? and its a monthly thing sumore. but i'm so tempted. damn.

haiya, study la. exam haven even finish still think so much. kns de.

loves;
11:12 AM;

Finally done for CCM! whatever the results, its OVER!!!!! HAPPY LAAAAAAA. but still left with three papers next next week. HAIS. really hope the exams can end faster so i can go library and borrow my favourite storybooks. so guai right, school end le still read books. hahaha.

went to ming hui's house today to scan my things. in the end, being a IT noob, i don't know how to compile them into one single file. so ma fan. does anyone knows how to compile multiple PDF files into one PDF file? teach me leh.

anyway, gonna go twister to trim my hair tml. why? coz my heart grew itchy as i saw ming hui trim hers today. tsk tsk. but i really think my hair needs a trim la. lols. hope the stylist is good and won't ruin my hair, if not he gonna be so dead coz i'll complain on every single forum til he no business. HAHAHA.

loves;
8:12 PM;

i wonder about the things that happened, and try not to think too much about it.
no matter how much i think of the past, nothing can change the present. what for?

oh crap, i feel so half emo and half motivated right now.
must have been drained out from the 1hr++++ wait for the stupid bus just now.
anyway, just taken my NAPFA test, and i got participation! so happy! =P
i mean, its good enough i went right, better than never go.

shit, i'm emooooo. damn damn damn. or maybe its because there's a test next monday and i haven started revision. and thinking about getting my hair permed at the same time? ARGHHHH. DAMN.

elaine, can you just concentrate on ur exams and tests first before thinking about your stupid hair????!!!

okay. just a random thought. i promise i will start to voice out whatever i'm not satisfied with and treat everyone with a polite manner from now onwards. good girl :D

and i really should start studying. yes i should. oh mannnnn.

loves;
10:35 PM;

loves;
9:00 AM;

went for nafa yesterday. and guess what, i didn't even sweat a bit. why? because i forgot to bring sports shoes and end up relaxing for the whole day. gonna redo it on friday. HAIS. but at least i must pass 1 or 2 stations nt so lao kui. LOL! then i will forgo the 2.4km run. 6 rounds around the stadium is really crazy lor. and i saw alot of guys give up halfway. HAHAHA.

okay. gonna go for long john breakfast later and revise my CCM in starbucks. duno why i have so many things to do, but just cannot really get started on anything.

sian ar sian ar sian ar.

loves;
9:01 AM;