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Hi, im Elaine. im 19 this year. still looking for my santa claus.
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March 20, 2010

Dear bloggie,

I'm feeling so down now. i'm getting more and more unhappy whenever my parents rush me to find a job. i'm unhappy when its rainy days. unhappy because i'm feeling insecure. unhappy because i haven't yet found my purpose in life. unhappy because i'm not sure what is the thing that i want and desire in this life. unhappy because i don't want to always be the playee in every r/s.

but i'm happy. happy that i've got friends around me who i know will support me. happy that i have yoga to help me pass through my times. happy that i got to know him.

but why are my unhappy things so much more than my happy things?

its never gonna succeed no matter how much i try right?

loves;
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