finally went through my first day of work today. and i think alot about what i really want after that. okay, i admit i'm like a piece of tofu like what jun tee has said. and its the first time i actually really quit after just a one day work. even i find it surprising. but i really cannot bring myself to work there anymore, its a stressful environment for me, too much for me to handle. and i'm really sorry i behave so recklessly and irresponsibly this time.
BUT I REALLY HAVE NO PASSION OR INTEREST IN THAT JOB, and that means i won't stay long either way and i won't do the job well either. my mind is really messed up right now. and i know i'm so gonna be blacklist.
the first thing i have to sort out now is what i really want for my future career. i can be rest assured thats not going to be in the banking and finance industry. maybe tourism and hospitality industry would suits me better. yea...
i'm very happy that my dad support me throughout. and i'm going to find a job that i really like, a job that makes me happy working, a job i can stay through.
