my financial burden is increasing to the level i'm suffocating. and its because of the new membership i signed up for at True Yoga. i'm really planning to find a full time office job and a part time weekend job. but i'm so stress about sacrificing my family time i don't wana do anything at all.
yes, i'm goddammed stress! i practically act on impulse these days. and i totally hate myself for that. i wish i didn't have to grow up at all. i wish i had more time to spend with my family. sometimes, i wish i can die right now.
and the cause of all these financial burdens is because of vanity. i guess mine was abit too serious.
how do i get the strength to carry on when i didn't want to at all?
