i finally went to visit him today! first time ever. and its at sengkang, the journey alone can make me mad, but it was worthwhile :)
at least i know he's feeling better and all. and it kinda let me knows that maybe i would want to pursue my career as a social worker after all.
but doesn't it hurt to get back that past feeling again. i'm acting like it doesn't matter, but it really do affect me sometimes. i remember how i hide in the washroom and cry like mad the last time similar things happen. but now... i'm not gonna repeat that again. gotta be strong somehow. esp when i already know the ending.
anyway, i brought my lucky four leaf poodle out today. thats the one i bought when he went in for the first time. and that poodle really bring me good luck. i shall bring it to work so that good luck will follow me, and somehow i feel motivated with it around me :D
well.. i bought my hair spray and comb today, hopefullyyyyyy i can style my hair exactly the same like how the salon do it for me. if not its gonna be so ugly. seriously.
