i remember i used to look for that tortoise sign on my msn whenever i go online, just to see if he's there. but not so anymore, in fact, i stop like monthsssssssss ago which i'm so proud of myself. i can finally know how he feels at that time. and i feel stupid. but its my choice, so i don't regret either way.
went for work as usual today. and i'm telling myself i WILL quit soon, maybe in may or after june. i really want to have my own life back, some leisure time spent with my family and friends instead of just working like a horse. but oh yea, i'm a horse.
and i'm gonna start my resolution starting tml! i should have started in jan, but oh well. its still alright to start now right? hahaha.
working again tml. just let me close some positions cannnnn. argh.