i'm glad things are now fine between us, no more cold war. and of course, i really wanted him to know how special a friend he really is to me. thats why i didn't want us to become like me and clara in the past whereby we quarrel and war for like 2 yrs? but i'm soooooooo glad that we turns out fine in the end. and so close now. not to mention my maggie who shows me support and stay on my side every now and then :)
well... i feel very down today for some reason. i received an email and my heart totally knotted itself after i read it. it knotted further into a dead knot when i read the blog. i mean, i feel kinda sorry and bad about what happen. and when i encounter this kind of problems, clara is always the first one i'll turn to. maybe because we had the same encounters most of the time. haha. i just love her for being so similar to me and giving me so much support. i'll really like to talk about this incident with my best guy friend of course. but i didn't want to start another war. oh, my heart is still knotted now. i really feel so....... hais. i really don't mind to be friends though.
anyway, i sucks at work today. i sent the wrong email with the wrong content. i hope my boss won't fire me after probation. its so hard for me to find a job with the environment that i like and won't fall asleep in. gonna meet ming hui tml, hopefully she won't ps me like the two girls today. kns de. lol.
i feel very tired holding that heavy mouse of mine at home, because the mouse in the office is super light. weird right? AND I SHOULD HAVE GONE YOGA TODAY! tsk. i'm so lazy i want to just beat myself up. argh.
suddenly, i just feel like having a primary school gathering. even if i'm not close with them at all. lols. its good to have a gathering once in a while to just catch up and have fun though. i would really love that.
