its been so long since i updated. some things had happened over these few days. i just feel like my life is so exciting this month. but after the excitement, i feel like having some peaceful days. and after that, i would want that kind of excitement again. am i crazy or what?!
actually not alot happen . but just to sum up, i'm being a bitch all and all. oh yes, i just care about myself and not others. whatever, i don't even want to care anymore. that makes me think that i'm a true virgo horse person. i really treasure my freedom alot.
i know what my friends think about me. that i wasn't lidat in the past and all that. but they didn't go through the experience i had that made up what i am today. so they're not in the position to judge me, or so i thought. even they do, i don't think i want to care. its too tiring. i just don't like conforming to other's standards of me. yea, i'm selfish. but i treat every one of my friend dearly. i really do treasure them alot. they're my greatest support in no matter what things i've done. and i hope they'll be forever. anyhow, i won't do stupid things again.
anyway, i went work for 4hours today. and i'm off tml! great!
