i cried today, something which i really wanted to do so long ago.
thank you, for helping me to let it out.
because you know me so well, even better than myself.
and i thank you for that, because you let me see myself.
because i'm going through a down period nobody would understand.
because sometimes i hate myself so much i wish i was never born.
because i think i've changed so much to somebody i don't even like.
i hate myself.
but i feel much better after the crying.
and i'll remember to live for myself now.
and none of them would understand.
