life is really very fragile. what would you do if someday your best friend is gone and not coming back forever. would you regret that there are actually somethings you wanted to tell them but its too late? would you feel that you should have shown more appreciation for them when they are beside you? would you have tell them just how important they matter to you? and yes, i'm one of the bad friends who don't really show my friends how important they actually mean to me. but yes, they are important and change a big part of my life. i'm learning how to cherish because you never know who's going to leave you the next minute in life.
sometimes, i feel that my feelings are very inaccurate. thats why i don't trust my feelings very much nowadays. hahaha! but its okay, things just happen either way. just like i wanted to share good news, but i'm scared that after i share the good news, somehow or other the good news will turn into bad news that kinda thing.
okok, shall end here and watch my animal channel! bye....
