sometimes, i really don't get why i'm doing something i don't want to do. and i'm usually very true to myself which is to say that i usually don't do things that i don't like to do! and i dread tml all of a sudden. going as an outsider is really no fun at all. and suddenly i have no mood, not that i'm anti or what, or you can choose to think that way, i don't really care. but.... argh.
okay... its the last time i promise that i'll do this kinda thing. looking forward to everyday because of the fun working environment. and i really hope things will continue this way. but it takes effort to keep everybody together sometimes.
