i thought i gave up, turns out its just another phase that i'm going through. or maybe i've been trying to surpress whatever i've been feeling, and now its becoming hard to control because i can feel it exploding.
now every decision i made become so clear, the reason behind it is so clear and yet i've missed it in the past. because of you, i didn't want any other, because deep down i'm still waiting for something so impossible. because i believe in myself, and i always end up letting myself down and sorry.
who else will be there when i'm really at my lowest? don't trust me when i say i'm okay, i'm fine, i'm doing good. because like any other girls, i don't mean it. i'm still a girl after all. if only you would show a lil bit more care, my tears won't keep falling, and i'll not feel as vulnerable. its so hard to be strong sometimes. and i'm ready to collapse, i've been trying so hard. but now i know its no use.
