somehow when things go wrong, they just go all the way wrong. i keep thinking something bad would happen now, but i can't point out what. and at this point of time, i really wana talk to somebody, but i duno what i can say. i can't even pinpoint out what is making me so uncomfortable. my heart is uncomfortable. i want to settle some things, but i duno what. and my dun care attitude isn't taking me very far.
to say the truth, i'm quite stress up. maybe its because of work. or maybe because of other things. growing up means u have to face alot of people issues, and i dun think i'm really for that. i'm still quite fragile, i cry over lil things, over stupid things. and i really feel like doing that now. i know nobody can untie this knot except myself. sometimes, i really hate myself.
