yes, i'm 20 soon. people always say you have to grow up when you reach a certain age. you can't continue to be so innocent and believe everybody. you have to differenciate the good guys and the bad guys. you have to decide yourself the path you want to go.
i know i'm getting older. i won't say i'm childish. but from my looks and behaviour, people really won't believe that i'm emotionally matured. even though i look kiddy, and i tend to get overexcited like a lil kid, but i'm not. just that i wish everything is simple and humans are actually kind in nature. but sometimes, it gets abit hard for me to see the fake ones and the real ones. why do people have to act?
think i'm starting to lose myself as well. i really wish i don't have to grow up.
am i really that innocent as everyone think i am?
