i have alot of things i wana say, to that special friend of mine.
and i wanted to call him alot of times.
but even if i call, can we still behave like what we used to be?
and i start to wonder whether things between us can be just like the past.
when we could share our unhappiness, whats going on in my daily life, and whats making me happy.
i can't say we're strangers now, but somehow it just isn't the same anymore.
i never thought we would become this way, whereby i duno whats going on in your life anymore, and vice versa.
i thought we will always be that way.
and why would things turn out this way then.
i always treated you as more then a friend, more like family, someone who i believe i will always be there for when he's down, which i believe you will do the same for me as well.
i really miss you :(
if somehow i need a shoulder someday, would you still be there for me?