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Hi, im Elaine. im 19 this year. still looking for my santa claus.
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January 9, 2012

I think there's a time whereby people feel restless and tired to carry on in life. I'm going through that phase now. Its like I'm too tired to care about anything else except studying and dating. Oops. I admit, I'm really tired of working , tired of doing things which don't get me any return, tired of dealing with friends who don't deserve my friendship. In short, I need a break.

Have a strong urge to just quit my part time job now and go back to breadtalk. Ya, i know, its damn stupid. But, that's the place where I feel really happy working. The place that kept me smiling and laughing no matter how tired I was. If only my ex colleague were still there :(

So now, I'm giving a serious thought of taking up a part time job in the retail sector. BUT, I know my end decision will still be to stay where I am, which is demoralizing. Think I should go seek GUAN YIN MA for advice soon. Or maybe counselling services. Zzz.

loves;
9:20 PM;

January 1, 2012

Realized its been one year since i last updated. Probably I've been so pissed off by something which makes me come back to this secret private corner.

Sometimes, people wonder what will happen to them in the future, say 10 years later? Would you still be hanging out with the same best friend you had in secondary school? Would you still remain the same innocent you? Or would the environment somehow changed you entirely?

Like everybody else, I used to have a best friend too. I thought our friendship would be lasting, even if not forever. I realized how much people can change. And just yesterday, I realized I don't know how to face you anymore. No matter how you'll deny, you've changed. That's a fact. Appearance changing for the better, but sad to say, not the personality wise. Or maybe we have different values now, which is always the reason why even best friends can become foes.

And trust me, I really want to keep this friendship, but you really disappoint me yesterday. I wonder whether you treat me as a friend in the first place. If you do, you won't make that kind of decision. I wish you could really know the real reason behind why I'm angry, but since you insist that you did nothing wrong, I have nothing more to say.

So what will become of us 10 years later?

loves;
11:19 PM;